Just when I was starting to feel better… I end up getting worse. Not a lot worse, but I had to pick up an inhaler today to help with my coughing. I am the worst at resting. I feel like I have so much I need to get done & that I am behind on.. it's driving me crazy! Decided to come to my moms & spend the weekend relaxing at her house. I am forcing myself to be in bed & get healthy, weather I want to or not.. Besides all the sick crap, I am doing pretty good. Yesterday was the first day in a long time where I looked in the mirror & actually felt beautiful. Girls are so hard on themselves.. I know I am. I will seriously find any little thing wrong & obsess over it.. Usually my obsession is with my skin.. But sometimes.. even if it's just for a day.. I need to let go of those feelings & obsessions & just love myself. Not look for imperfections.. Just be grateful for being alive, for my health and for being where I am today. We should all be a little easier on ourselves.. Life is too short not to..